unity?

What has happen to our country right now?burning of church, hanging of cows' head? all happen just bcos of their claim of ppl din't respect their religion. but does they respect other religion as well?

I DON'T THINK SO!!!

They also claim that this is their COUNTRY!!! and others are NOT. But, does they know how does Malaysia gets INDEPENDENT? without the unity of our three races. Can we achieved INDEPENDENT? I don't think so. Just because their group is the biggest in this country,this doesn't mean it's their onli RIGHT on this land. Others too have this right,

just because, " WE ARE THE REASON MALAYA ACHIEVED INDEPENDENT.WITHOUT THE UNITY OF THE THREE RACES, WE'RE NOTHING!!!"

but when looking at the people in this country right now,because of a small matter, they make a chaos.

Previously, im reli respect their religion. bcos I love the subject of history since form 4. and I knows how holy is it. but once look at what they're doin right now.I'm ashamed of them. I loss the respect toward their religion anymore. and im getting fed-up by their story each day.

what should I do?

Im a person tat reli easy to misunderstand a certain significant word or message tat other person given to me. even da words is rough enough, i'll treated it as 'no la, he doesnt mean it. he just meant it in a gud way'. I always will be like tat. or when a person given me sweet talk, I'll be like, 'no la, it's just as a fren onli, he wouldn't meant tat 'way' '.

I always feel that there's lack of security in me. I doesn't feel the safety at all. i also doesn't have the confident in myself to believe it. so till now, I still doesn't have da 'special 1' by my side. I wanted it to be the correct decision. The right 1. Which are hard to find nor search...im such a pessimistic person.

I doesn't have the courage to ask. im always waiting for 'it' to happen or waiting for the 'person' to say it out loud. I always wanted to find tat 'right person', to share all my happiness, my concern, my love...

will there be a person out there who are willing to guide me go through the whole process and accompany me all the way of my life span?

where should I go to find that 'special person'? what should I do if i reli wanted this relationship? how do I know if he's the right 1? what will happen if I've lost this opportunity? what should I do???

busy ~~ busy

it has been a busy day. Starts wit a morning tat i actually doesnt wanna to wake up since last night i sleep in da morning. YUP... in the morning then wake up in da morning again for work. haiz...

then once reach office, i still dun have any mood to work yet. but today oledi said is a busy day. So, once reach office, actually thinking of sleeping or snake-ing 1st. But da thing is, open da office door onli, da phone non-stop ringing then da customer also non-stop coming plus mai I still have 2 submission to rush off. Add on to the buziness lots of things are not functioning .eg: photostate machine.

Finally,till 5.30 pm onli I can get all the job done. But it's just for today. Tomorrow there's more to cum. TT.

Dunno tomorrow gonna busy till wat time. Hopefully can get all da job done and in addition, with da max of accuracy~~~

finally, can buy PHOBIA 2 ^^

last month, I tried so many times to ajak my kaki to watch 'Phobia 2' but all were takut to watch it...so i just wait ,wait and wait...FINALLY ms.Pumpkin say, 'ok la, now feeling like wanna watch da movie dy since ur veri excited on da movie'. So, what do I do? I faster go checked on the internet la for da availability of da movie... =( unfortunately, it had it's last screening last week ... TT... =..='' Phobia season in cinema just OVER liow!!!

Now, no choice lo...cannot watch but still wanna to watch. Wat I do, I just wait for da 'pirated CD', hehehe...I wait another 1 month...nyek.nyek.nyek. today just buy it ^^. but not dare to watch today bcos now is oledi in da middle of da mid-night dy. Better dun do any action tat I would regret later. Wait for tomorrow 1st. hehehe... takut sendiri PHOBIA to watch any horror genre de movie next time. so, better wait for tomorrow le. ~~ new opening for PHOBIA 2 ~~

1st time

it's the 1st time I started to blog. Never cross in my mind for trying to write anything on9-ing. As I remember, once during my chilhood, I did kept a diary book to write on da dairy basis thing that I would do every day. But, hehehe...it just last for 2 weeks then lazy to write anymore.

During da 1st page, im veri anxious on what to write on it and I almost wrote an essay...OMG...then da next day, and another day to come...Sooner or later, it just left half a page, then 8-10 lines of words then BOOM...vanished...till now, even da book I'm not sure where I've kept it already...hehe...paiseh la...

But recently, I came across few blooger whose commented on food^^ then I addicted to it already...Maklum la, I love foodssssssss..........everyday also must like an hour or two sit infront da computer to look at which part of malaysia area tat i could go and convenient enough to reach tat place to try on their delicacies^^ in the other word, SNAKE-ING.....

I like de le...~~~