it's Baby October =)

It has been so long since my last blog update... hehe, im just too lazy recently =P. There are a lot of stuff has happen in this few months. But I didn't manage to remember much of it... hehe

But something did happen recently & I wanna embedded it in my memory till forever~

I've found sum 1 tat care for me =) this is the feeling that I wanted to find once in a lifetime... bcos I just dun like to take it simple & wanted to be serious wit it ... We've just met not long ago but I've just felt there's sum connection there. I love the way he talk to me, the way he hold my hand, the way he look at me, the way he kiss me ~ sometimes there will be a silent moment where actually, I just wanna cuddling at him... ^.^

Every single nite, I'll be waiting for the clock to strike 9pm just to start chatting wit him since he'll be available onli after that time =P ... I'll be feeling uneasy whenever im not available at home to on9, but i manage to find another alternative =P... At all time, i dun want him getting too tired, for just, to chat wit me till late >.< ... bcos everitime i saw him durin nite time, I would saw his tired eyes...which I'll get worried all da time... =(

It's true of what ppl say bout "Love is Blind"... it comes unconditionally and I fall for it without I knowing =) I believe this is what "Love" are... ^.^...

Anxious!!!

In less than 2 days time, MTV World Stage 2010 is goin to hit Sunway Lagoon! and this is the 1st time im ever joining such HUGH concert! I love this type of screaming & excitement compared to clubbing ... =) ... although I've just been there once...haha...

This time im goin to meet Katy Perry (love her unique voice), Tokio Hotel (where most of the Avirillian have been talking about =P), Wonder Girls, (which lots of guys who admire them) and Bunkface (a cool local band). It's almost nothing that I can complain about them.haha...

Just can't wait to be squeeze wit other ppl on that day... >.< IT'S GOIN TO BE LOUD!!!!!

and all my fellow frenz decided to hit Sunway Lagoon at 6.00am on 31th July 2010. T_T. I almost wanna cry dy.

Im like, "Do we need to be this EARLY?" and their replay was "YES, OF COURSE!!!" whille the concert starts at 6-7pm on that day itself..wuwuwuwuwu... what to do?, I just follow the majority & ROCK all the way along~

Then what are the stuff i must be equip with? Get prepared with a bottle of water, excitement, physically & mentally prepared to fight for the BEST spot to watch THE MOST ANTICIPATED CONCERT EVER!!!!!

MTV - World Stage 2010

MTV WORLD STAGE 2010 is going to be held at Sunway Lagoon on 31/07/2010 at 7pm ^_^. and the most happy thing that make me JUMP UP is tat I won the XZONE passes to this grand event !!! im like superb happy bcos this tix allows me to be on one of the nearest spot ever to the STAGE!!!

*list of winner*

All thx to Ms. Weng Hui who reminded me there's such contest to play on XPAX in Facebook

then all of a sudden, there I saw my name in the list of winner for the 1st round of the MTV World Stage Challenge that happened on 10 July 2010! WOOTS! I've never imagined that I could win it since there's too many ppl who are playing the same challenge. The most funny thing is tat, every time I won something, im not the one who discovered it...and it's my bff who found out...haha...

*floor plan for XZONE winner*

And when ms.weng hui told me that I've won the XZONE passes, im still working in my office... and and when she give me a call regarding this passes, I'm almost scream out of my lung out!...haha, luckily I didn't scared my colleague... ROFL...After sum discussion wit her, vr goin to get those passes tis sunday~ 18/07/2010 10am sharp and head down to their hotline office in PJ!!!~~~ but the problem is, vr buta address meaning to say, v dunno exactly where is the office are!!! so, durin tis sunday, all depends on our bitch luck, mouth (to open up and ask ppl bout it), and a phone (to get online to google map, since v didn't have any GPS devices)...hehe *shy*... All cums to a driver (ms.weng hui) & a navigator (me) to reach to our destination.
*praying hard for not to get lost in Damansara* >.<

*other alternative to get those passes*

For those out there who wish to get this tix also, u can visit ts website MTV WORLD STAGE 2010 there's 3rd round of challenge coming up! better be fast!!! and remember, the only way we're goin to this grand event is by invitation only... =D

"Eclipse" & "Despicable Me"

Last Sunday, was a "Marathon for Movie" day with Meia, Emily & Yeap. We have brought the tix for 2 movies~ Vr having a great time all together ^^... the 1st movie up for que was "Eclipse" starring Rob & Kristen...awwww <3. style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Rob was in there. But, there's something that I hate while im watching "Eclipse"... there's been many cut scene in this movie... @(%#%^$%#* . so 'GLAD' for my country law to edit those 'inappropriate scene'. If it's so 'inappropriate', why make it a 13pg movie??? they should classified it as 18... >.<...it's rather disappointing. So my final comment to rate this movie is after I've brought "Eclipse"'s DVD! hehehe...muahahahaha... can't wait for it...awwwww... OP FOR ORIGINAL DVD TO SUPPORT COPY RIGHT!!!


After, we've watch "Eclipse", the next movie was "Despicable Me" . It's a great anime movie that I EVER LAND MY EYES ON !!! It's superb funny from the starttill the end of it. I've never laugh this hard before for a anime type movie~ I love the sound, character,story line, etc... LOVE IT ALL. Wish to watch it all over again. I love those 'yellow potatoes' alot =D ps: I wana laugh my lung out again & again~

haha, overall it's a great day I've wit my movie kaki =)

**(special thx to u gals so much to be able to bear with me while im making too much noice while watching "Eclipse". U all should know y... LMAO...)

Music is my Everyday ENTERTAINMENT!!!

Our everyday activities should be as colourful as it would be so that we can live our life to the fullest!!! However, not everything that we can predicted it to be the way that we wanted...So, normally, what would I do to reduce the stress and the moody 'me' every single day???

MUSIC would be my answer ^_^...

Everyday when I go to work, It's a must for me to open my radio, load my favorite CD or to my fav channel and this is a MUST!!! tuned the volume to the MAXXXXX!!!!! muahhhahhaha...while on my way back from work, MUSIC is the one that will enlighting my day AGAIN!!!

All THX to Sony Music Malaysia by constantly introducing the latest albums once it's released to the Malaysia market =D I love this fans page because it alwayz keep me alert of any new ALBUM COMING TO TOWN... ^_^... Not just that, they also love to organized games and sent out all those freebies or limited edition goodies out ^_^ They're the best >.<

They've fans page in both Facebook and Twitter =))) I love the way they always prompt me about all the latest entertainment news that is HAPPENING right now!!! and it's just few weeks before that I won a Glee Limited Edition folder via Twitter and they're great at doing their job. They'll notify the winner asap and u know what's the best thing ever??? THEY'LL REPLY THEIR FANS QUESTIONS & REQUEST ASAP!!!! It's like 5 minutes ago, u asked them a question, without u knowing, in another 5 minutes later, u got their message =D it's great right! they response to their fans request knowing we're anxious to get the answer...They won't make a delay to their fans at all =D GREAT CUSTOMER SERVICE

Like right now, Sony Music Malaysia is actually throwing a contest to win 2 CD of your choice by Blogging...sound interesting? U just need to write a blog regarding Sony Music Malaysia and comment about it, then you can get urself 2 of your favorite CD. For more info, plz go to Sony Music Malaysia

Equip urself with all the latest info in the Music Entertainment News & WIN urself some goodies that you would *drooling* for it! woots!

For those who wish to join our BIG family, plz come:


HERE for FACEBOOK

&

HERE for TWITTER

Sad day...

13062010

It's a bad day where my car almost broke down T_T... It's due to my careless...my lazyness...

I HATE IT !!!

sorry, my beloved car....there'll sure won't be 2nd time happen...I owe u a apology >.<

I'm SORRY~

I'll sayang U forever & ever <3>

=)))

Weird Dream~

I had this weird dream last night...I feeling uneasy about it. Feeling sad, betrayal in the beginning but later on it felt like he's just had to do that.And I'm like love this guy... althought I don't know who he is...It's a mixture of feeling. I can't really decide it correctly...it's rather confusing....

I just can remember parts of the dream only yet it looks very promising.

The scenes that I can remember was, I'm sitting there alone but there's a bunch of people around me. It looks like I'm sitting in a bus. He's there too but I can't remember his face, features etc...but one thing for sure...he looks sad. It looks like there's a special "feeling" happening between us. Everyone around me were scolding him for something that he has done to hurt me. But I really can't remember what is that 'something'. I felt hurt when they do that. Did I really care a lot about him??? I don't know but in that dream, yeah! I am.

Then the bus stopped. Everybody went down except me. I keep sitting on the bus. Didn't have the intention to went down at all. Then I look out to the window. There he was, standing there and looking sadly at me and I starts to cry...crying non-stop...

but till now, I still don't know why and what I'm crying about...it seem like I love that 'guy' but I don't know who he is and I can't saw his face. How can I fall in love with someone that I nvr meet before in my life and have feeling for a total stranger? It's strange...

Then suddenly there's this scene where he was also crying and he was talking to somebody...but I can't hear at all of what he is talking about nor saw that other person who is talking to him.... that was really torturing the both of us....

then I suddenly wake up! Just like that...

I feeling hurt the moment I woke up from my sleep....feeling wanted to cry as my heart told me to do so... but my mind is very clear at that moment...why should I cry? who is that guy? what he has done to me? I don't know a thing about it...

Then later on, I wanted to continue on my sleep but, I can't...and that deep sadness and those hurtful feeling still stayed inside my heart until this very moment.

Would I dreamed of him again? Could I ??? I would wanted to meet him again and try to embedded his face in my mind and my heart. I also wanted to ask him all those questions that is playing in my mind right now. Althought it may make me sad again, but I still wanna try it...I wouldn't satisfied till I get my answers...

Hadyai Thailand Trip =D

Few days ago, me and my family have a family trip to Hadyai, Thailand. It's been my 2nd visit to Hadyai. But I never get bored with it (yet). Since I love to eat foods and da thing is... I HAVEN'T EXPLORE THE WHOLE PLACE YET... and haven't tried enough food all over that place...hehe...maklumlah, I love FOODS~~~ me and yean nie <3 she just love to take pic and miracally, she's good at that...hehe...
Blek...

Pulau Tikus & Pulau Cat

silent road~

paddy field

I love the food over there, simple yet delicious. I love their fried pigeon & chicken...mango, their traditional dishes which can easily found at the floating market!...

My next destination, FLOATING MARKET is a MUST!!!!! The food there is authentic and prepared traditionally and presented in the most special way =)... I love the way they bring up the food to their customer via bucket...haha...kinda cute >.< But I missed the place where I can give a try
to fried scorpian. The local say so that it taste GOOD~~~ but im like...ru "SURE"???

Me & my family travelled through agent and and go there by bus...and I keep sleeping on da bus...LOL...tired na...

but it's still a pleasant trip =D

It's just a very short trip and co-incidently I forgotten to bring my digi cam =( ...so I can't take much pic and I missed dao those pic wit my family...but but it's really a pleasant trip and I think there'll be another trip coming soon~ then at that time onli I'll make sure I took the appropriate pic and show it here...hehe...sorry for any bad quality pic and and i'll make sure there'll be more pic & review of da place soon enough ^_^

Take a Break

I'm working 6-7, so I'll be super happy if there's an extra day of holiday in tat particular week...hehe...

So, it's time to off for HOLIDAY!!!!!

~wait for more update~

Revert

REVERT BACK TO NORMAL ME!!!!!! CHEER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(^___^)

Life is All About Making Decisions...

Our life changes depending our own decision...

I've made a lot of wrongful decision which caused me to regret deeply. Hoping I'll be given a second chance and wishing that they'll forgive me ... I'll be very grateful for that. =) I'm really really sorry for what I've done and I'm really apologize for those wrongful decision that I've made...

IM SORRY



I wanted to move on to the next step. For that, I'll be extra careful for every single decision that I may be making right now. Although not all decision that I make will be 100% an accurate one...but at least I'll be making the BEST decision.

This life is all about making mistakes and learned from it. Without mistakes, we'll never knew whether we make the rightful ones.

But after that, I'll be very disappointed for every wrongful decision that I've made and needed kinda a long time to recover back. =( that's the cons of it. While the pros of it, I can learned a lot about what I can do and others that I wouldn't ever do it again.

*Decision is something that we'll be making and learn throughout our life even till old ages, till every single minutes we would have in this lively world...

Relay For Life 2010

A bunch of unknown friend =)

Although im a total lazy bug to write blog, but I would like to share my experience on the "Relay For Life 2010". It's a event that organized to celebrate for those who survived from CANCER, to Cheer them up for those who just having it and still undergo treatment and others to be there to give them FULL SUPPORT!

Sign of HOPE


Relay For Life KL 2010 wit Ms. Elizabeth, such a nice woman~


Muddy field wit legs =P


such a loving besties <3 > CHEER!!!!!


keep posing, b4 the Riley starts =D


Us with the board!

It's my 1st ever experience attend to such event. As im to be inform, this event has exist in Malaysia and being organized for 4 years (including this year) but im a 'know nothing' person about it till my friend inform me about it =P it's kinda embarrassing...haha... however, me and a few friend of mine has registered to be a volunteer! woots! it's also my 1st time ever to be a volunteer for such event! im very excited for it.

"Relay For Life" has been organized on 29th and 30th May 2010. And this event will be started on 6pm on 29th till 10am on 30th 2010 for a total of 16hr.

It's a Relay for everyone, it's a Relay to celebrate and a Relay to morn for those who has left us.

Although it's an event for just 16hr, but me and my friend had stayed awake for more than 24hr...haha...it has break my record of non-sleeping yet, it's a great experience.

We have been singing,dancing and jumping non-stop! which later on causes pain on my leg...haha...but it'll still worth it!

I don't know the weather is supporting us or not, but with the muddy field,all of us seem kinda enjoy it. The muddy land is like about to represent, our life won't be so smooth every single time. Sometimes, we will face some problems that is very hard to solved it out but no matter what happen, we'll still needed to go through or face the problem. It's something that we can't possible avoid it. We must face it and "walk" through it! This is what me and my friend has done. We walk and walk and still keep walking throughout the muddy field although the walking on that muddy field is getting harder and harder each time we walk passed it, we're still walking pass it! and we have done it! all of us have been walking for more than 16hr and having a non-sleep day for more than 24hr! WE DID IT!!!!!

It's said that this event will be held once a year and it's a "maybe" that it will be held in Malacca on 2011. And no matter what, I really hope that I'll be joining it NEXT YEAR! I love the crowd, the activities, the spirit, and the feeling of togetherness that let different ethnic to be gather in a foreign place =) and GAMBATEH !!!! WE ALL WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U!!! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN!!!!!

~Silent Mth~

It has been awhile I've left my blog goes empty =(, kinda lazy for tat few month. Although I've gone through many experience last few month... *piak* my itchy hand =P

Family trip to A'Famosa, Melaka

This year, my family decide to go to A'famosa, Melaka to have our CNY 2010 family vacation. Thus, I've booked a condo one week earlier b4 tat. So, on cho 3 or 16th Feb 2010 we get on my pap de car and jom! then on cho 4 or 17 Feb 2010, we balik rumah ^^

my family pic ^^, (from the left) mei mei, me, mami, papa, ah boy, and didi, wit 2 new added member ah b and cute chai (da puppy) =D

Acting selamba during tea session...

Shanghai Town

mami & papa

all of us leaving A'famosa after havin our breakfast at E1. and this is da back entrance of da cowboy town ^^

Reli love da relax feel in there, it's a great place for relaxation wit family and out of the city busy-ness ^^ and reli love their condo de facilities...all look new although it's been there for a long long time and da service also good...really a recommended place for family vacation. =D

my new baby =)

I've craving for tis samsung star since last year. ^^ Previously it's onli samsung star, but now, it's already "Samsung Star Wifi"...which make me even fall in love wit it...

my bro ask me y not I get another phone which contain da 3G de function altogether?

but dunno y, im just an anti-3G person. hehe... dun like it maybe bcos it'll caused my phone to functioning slower than normal and it would cost abit when using tat function...

but but, i just love my new baby even more ^^ moreover, it's da snow white edition =D...hmmm...reli clean features ^^

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

to all my fellow fren and all chinese 'tong bao' ^^ 2010

meet back...it's a sweet memory or a bad one?

Few days ago, I've just meet bac tis guy on the internet. He's my primary fren. During tat time, he's just adorable and cute enough to make all the gals around him to fall for him. As I remember, im in tat group of gals too...hehe...he's superb naughty and 'loveee' to tease and bully ppl. That time im reli beh tahan him de. Everyday, goin to school, it supposed to a great day with morning breeze. ^^. but when he's around, it'll sure turned into disaster...

HUH! Suddenly, all changed in one day, tat morning, he came to school like any other days and the different is that he did greet all of us and behave in a really good manners (which in turn reli shock dao us) and tis behaviour has continued for years.

Oh ya, forgot to mention, we've been in da same class for 3 years since primary 1 and keep in touch as fren till primary 6, then, we've lost contact ever since.... YES! since primary 1, I remember him well enough till now.

Later on, it's our 2nd primary year. Something has happen that caught my memory to remember it till now. In which, the promise that have been done, but can't be fullfilled.

What has happen?

It's like any other days of school days. im sitting with a bunch of guys including that cute lil guy who is just sitting next to me and wit sum other fren of us (all chinese le). Then the teacher requires to get something from the teacher's room and she went out. This cute lil guy suddenly kneel down and say those sweet words to me,

cute guy: Would you marry me once we have grown up?
OMG! im speechless, how should I reply him? What I could say is just,
me: Hei ! don't play le! faster stand up!
cute guy: Im not playing! and I won't stand up till u promise me...
what I can do? I just say,
me: like tat, YES! i'll marry you...^^

then onli he's willing to stand up. Fuh! since then, im falling more into him dy. No matter what is he doing, I'll be very concious. And im very sure, that im among those ppl that take this kind of matter seriously and I don't want / like to wandering around out there. This is why I can remember these 'Proposing' scene very clearly till now.

but, like I say, I meet back this guy few days ago in the internet and when I browse his profile, I realised that he has found his gal...i'll be happy for him... not everyone can find their another half easily...

do I still fall for him? I really don't know...it only will be significant enough if he ownselves also remembered what he has say-ed b4...and it won't be tat way if he has forgotten his promise~~~ so,ppl out there, dun make any serious joke wit me, I will take it in a SERIOUS manner... -..-hehe...

then only i realised that words that coming out from a 8 y/o boy is just can't be trusted, in the other words, 'monkey love' and im reli stupid enough to believe it...tis reli shows how naive a gal can be...hehe...haiz...Tis matter can be as easy as it looks or can be as hard as it could. He's the one that can take tis very easy and im the one who take it too serious dy. haha... how stupid I am!

Love is something thats really mean alot to me. It's a significant sign of how 2 ppl can be together. I don't want to take it too easy. So, i'll try my best to find one... which it's even harder, bcos I know, not everyone have the same thought as me... only when I found the one that have the same thought as me, then, I knew I've found him.....

unity?

What has happen to our country right now?burning of church, hanging of cows' head? all happen just bcos of their claim of ppl din't respect their religion. but does they respect other religion as well?

I DON'T THINK SO!!!

They also claim that this is their COUNTRY!!! and others are NOT. But, does they know how does Malaysia gets INDEPENDENT? without the unity of our three races. Can we achieved INDEPENDENT? I don't think so. Just because their group is the biggest in this country,this doesn't mean it's their onli RIGHT on this land. Others too have this right,

just because, " WE ARE THE REASON MALAYA ACHIEVED INDEPENDENT.WITHOUT THE UNITY OF THE THREE RACES, WE'RE NOTHING!!!"

but when looking at the people in this country right now,because of a small matter, they make a chaos.

Previously, im reli respect their religion. bcos I love the subject of history since form 4. and I knows how holy is it. but once look at what they're doin right now.I'm ashamed of them. I loss the respect toward their religion anymore. and im getting fed-up by their story each day.

what should I do?

Im a person tat reli easy to misunderstand a certain significant word or message tat other person given to me. even da words is rough enough, i'll treated it as 'no la, he doesnt mean it. he just meant it in a gud way'. I always will be like tat. or when a person given me sweet talk, I'll be like, 'no la, it's just as a fren onli, he wouldn't meant tat 'way' '.

I always feel that there's lack of security in me. I doesn't feel the safety at all. i also doesn't have the confident in myself to believe it. so till now, I still doesn't have da 'special 1' by my side. I wanted it to be the correct decision. The right 1. Which are hard to find nor search...im such a pessimistic person.

I doesn't have the courage to ask. im always waiting for 'it' to happen or waiting for the 'person' to say it out loud. I always wanted to find tat 'right person', to share all my happiness, my concern, my love...

will there be a person out there who are willing to guide me go through the whole process and accompany me all the way of my life span?

where should I go to find that 'special person'? what should I do if i reli wanted this relationship? how do I know if he's the right 1? what will happen if I've lost this opportunity? what should I do???

busy ~~ busy

it has been a busy day. Starts wit a morning tat i actually doesnt wanna to wake up since last night i sleep in da morning. YUP... in the morning then wake up in da morning again for work. haiz...

then once reach office, i still dun have any mood to work yet. but today oledi said is a busy day. So, once reach office, actually thinking of sleeping or snake-ing 1st. But da thing is, open da office door onli, da phone non-stop ringing then da customer also non-stop coming plus mai I still have 2 submission to rush off. Add on to the buziness lots of things are not functioning .eg: photostate machine.

Finally,till 5.30 pm onli I can get all the job done. But it's just for today. Tomorrow there's more to cum. TT.

Dunno tomorrow gonna busy till wat time. Hopefully can get all da job done and in addition, with da max of accuracy~~~

finally, can buy PHOBIA 2 ^^

last month, I tried so many times to ajak my kaki to watch 'Phobia 2' but all were takut to watch it...so i just wait ,wait and wait...FINALLY ms.Pumpkin say, 'ok la, now feeling like wanna watch da movie dy since ur veri excited on da movie'. So, what do I do? I faster go checked on the internet la for da availability of da movie... =( unfortunately, it had it's last screening last week ... TT... =..='' Phobia season in cinema just OVER liow!!!

Now, no choice lo...cannot watch but still wanna to watch. Wat I do, I just wait for da 'pirated CD', hehehe...I wait another 1 month...nyek.nyek.nyek. today just buy it ^^. but not dare to watch today bcos now is oledi in da middle of da mid-night dy. Better dun do any action tat I would regret later. Wait for tomorrow 1st. hehehe... takut sendiri PHOBIA to watch any horror genre de movie next time. so, better wait for tomorrow le. ~~ new opening for PHOBIA 2 ~~

1st time

it's the 1st time I started to blog. Never cross in my mind for trying to write anything on9-ing. As I remember, once during my chilhood, I did kept a diary book to write on da dairy basis thing that I would do every day. But, hehehe...it just last for 2 weeks then lazy to write anymore.

During da 1st page, im veri anxious on what to write on it and I almost wrote an essay...OMG...then da next day, and another day to come...Sooner or later, it just left half a page, then 8-10 lines of words then BOOM...vanished...till now, even da book I'm not sure where I've kept it already...hehe...paiseh la...

But recently, I came across few blooger whose commented on food^^ then I addicted to it already...Maklum la, I love foodssssssss..........everyday also must like an hour or two sit infront da computer to look at which part of malaysia area tat i could go and convenient enough to reach tat place to try on their delicacies^^ in the other word, SNAKE-ING.....

I like de le...~~~